For a long time, I wanted, so desperately, to just feel normal around food. I wanted to just feel OK about eating breakfast without analysing the numbers and enjoy a cheese board with my friends without subconsciously committing to a ten mile run the next day and stop thinking about Easter Eggs all. the. effin’. time…Read More
It's a funny thing, isn't it? That we've all probably started a diet thinking, or maybe hoping and wishing, that by cutting our carbs or fasting two days a week that we'll lose some weight and unlock our next-level-selves. Our cool, calm, confidence, thin, healthy, sexy selves. But when I lost the weight I wanted to…Read More
14th May is kind of a little anniversary for me.
It was the day we went out for a fancy family lunch to celebrate my brother's 21st birthday and the first time in a long time that I told myself that I was allowed to eat whatever I wanted. I was allowed to eat whatever I wanted even though it wasn't my designated 'cheat day'Read More
So I did it. I did what I always said I would do. I got down to x size and x pounds and then even a bit smaller and smaller and smaller and I took part in a university study that showed that I was clinically 'under-fat' and...Read More